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My family went to hell and all I got was this lousy chatroom membership. I can't stand primitive people. They're so stupid! Everybody knows that the world is full of stupid people. Stupidity should be painful.

I always assumed I was an angel, but maybe I'm just some crazy lady who has wandered off the street and into this chatroom and started explaining the mysteries of myself to all these other chatroom people. And they believe me, although I am utterly mistaken about simply everything.

I'm not like them but I can pretend. After all, I am my own parasite. I stand out like a rat in a cat convention. I look like death warmed over. Heck, that's what you get when you are friends with a Seven Eyed Lamb.

Nothing happens. Nothing will happen. Existence is nothing but an illusion. We're all the bloody same underneath. It's not the substance that distinguishes us. It's the surface. This is how the dead feel all the time. That and empty. Sometimes they want to scream about it, to terrify the living, to tear the world apart, but no-one can hear them. So they just go on feeling empty. All I can say is Damned if you do and Damned if you don't. See. I told you I was not like them... but I can pretend.

The only thing I'm sure of is that I'm experiencing life from birth to death with no stops on the way. Life by definition is never still. The present nips at my ankles like a rabid fox terrier. I'm a spoiled child, begging for a frightening but just daddy to tell me exactly what to do. They call me an exhibitionist. How do I know I am one? The next morning people say to me, Wow! Were you ever drunk last night!; So I respond, Where have you been all YOUR life?

If anybody has figured out what life is all about, it is too late. I'm no longer interested. Get me off this hellish time machine.

My god. Who are these people and what am I doing here? So be it! So be it! Who gives a damn!?

Excuse this outburst; but you know, what's the point of existing if you aren't going to communicate?